Tuesday, September 07, 2004
9/07/2004 11:02:00 PM

actually i made an entry few days ago.i dunno whats went wrong that it wasnt published out. *pissed*
shall make a brief summary of wad i said. Well, my beloved one and only grandpa pass awy peacefully on 18 sep. There's no witness when he stop his heart beat and everytink. I've tried to accept it,once it awhile i would still recall on him.Estimated time was ard 1130am that saturday.Body was found ard 1200 noon.He was alright during saturday morning or so..guess it was all fated.
Heard abt ingrid's mum death frm friends and oso the newspaper who been chasing over the news fer the past few days.It's really a sad tinggy hur,she's so young wifout a mom.Anyway,her mum has done her real proud to be a sucessor in singapore. My condonlences.
hmm..anyway, glad that claudia was healthy discharged from hospital. *yeah...11 claps*. Hope this will be the last time she admit in other than bringing a life to the world.
seriously, my smile was fake.i could not really put that smile of moi on.I could i forget abt his death?He did brought me wonderful memories.I do miss him..yes i do.I wanna cherish him,but its all too late, i did my part now,by taking care of my grandma.I just love them more than i love my parents.I love my parent,but sumtimes there are turning me mad.From the moment he left the world, i felt so lonely.My tears were cold. I learnt to cherish them before its too late.
..Love all..

rainbowic smile-JAM