Sunday, December 12, 2004
12/12/2004 02:10:00 AM

12/12/04 was our 3 yrs 11 mths together.We had a tiff last night.My eyes was so puffy and swollen.I woke up feeling that my eye were only 3/4 opened and i got a bad headace due to loss of tears? Sign!~ His look and metality sound so old.Chris said he look like 30+, but i find his mind sounded more like 30+ compared to his look. We were no longer in those honeymoon periods.We often argue occassionally.I am sad..real sad.He never learn to coax me..he never learn to surprise me.I often compare him wif my exs..they make me happier,but i love him more.i dunno..i really love him.but he doesnt show any actions to prove me that he love me too.he's angry coz he got no time, i am angry coz of his fucking attitude *angry
i really hope things shall resume back to its original place. *sobzzz..

Today
went to work with my silly down looking face
chris asked abt my eye
i skip my meals today coz i was broke
i slept for 45 mins in the storeroom
i hate my sunday
worried for my result that will be annouce on 17dec *scard
depression

rainbowic smile-JAM