Friday, September 09, 2005
9/09/2005 11:57:00 PM
i'm in deep shit.alr, my 1 week holiday will soon come to an end.honestly blogging, i did not studied much, meaning, i still redeem myself by doing sum revision.I mean SOME!10 questions of maths is still SOME, but of course i did slighlty more than that. =]
dearie's so sweet today.he came over immdiately after his dismissal.He got to carried that big luggage wif him, wearing that shiny black mar-cho boots all the way frm camp to my place. *thumb up*
went hougang mall for dinner.we ordered 20 piece nuggets and a large ice lemon tea.after our dinner, as usual, we went over to the central for some *gai gai*. I told him i wanted to get something from phoon huat, thus we headed there.Dearie was still wif his drink, therefore he waited for me outside.Peeps, if u haf been there, u will noticed there area of space for movement.precisely, small hur? there these 2 malay kiddies, age between 6-7 were playing catching.They did irritate me by knocking me the moment i stepped in the shop.When i was about to turn left and make my way to sumwhere near the exit, 1 of them ran unto me, this time the impact was slighlty harder. I got no room to move, thus i stayed still and allowed him to pass through. Unfortunaly, he knocked unto the corner or the shelf. My heart arched. I saw him covering of side of the eye, and he looked at me.He kept silent. Assuming he was alright , I walked away and run toward the exit for dearie. When i was about to step out, i heard those auntie shouting for his mother.His mother was at the cashier and she turned and looked at him. Her reaction was like...OMG!!! I speed up my step. Am i really that callous? Why am i like tt? Dearie said it wasn't my fault coz i did not pushed him.No..but the issue here is i should be partly responsible.I shoulden walked away.
This similar thing happen to me years ago. I was only 12. I wasn't even there. My cousin was so boring at my place so i suggested to bring him and my bro out to the playground. They were 7 then. My cousin fell and hurt his chin.The wounded was deep.It was the old injury.Cut the long story short, he blamed me for not calling his parent.BUT I DID!He is the one hu hang the call i had made.Anyway, is over.
I'm really guilty right now.I'm afraid of retribution.I swear i did not pushed him, but the problem is i did not offer my kind side...
i cried after i went home, till now, my heart is still crying..
what happened?i'm really worried for the little boy right now. He just an innocent kid. Kids are meant to be played, and be played...
rainbowic smile-JAM
