Sunday, September 03, 2006
9/03/2006 01:42:00 PM
yea, i do find relationship a hassle sometimes.is like, we juz CANT BEAR to part.thats simple.
i do love him, but no longer tt deep. i juz feel like letting go. is nt tt we juz had a battle, is just some reflection between me any myself.
am i really happy?-> alright...depends
can i live w/o him -> i'm too depend on him on transport...seriously
will i b happy in the future living wif him -> i doubt so
alright, is nearly close to 6years, 5years 8mths 3 days to be exact. we dun carry tt honey feeling anymore. i just dunno wad shld i do. i just feel tt...problem do exists between us. we are to used to ourselves and flaws are gaining upon us. wadeva...yea, nobody can help me.i can neither help myself too. is good to share, as i feel much much more better.
was sick for 3 days.till now, i'm still not feeling gd. i alwz thought i had gd immunity system coz i seldom fall sicks. but, juz becoz of tt lil rain which i caught, i fell sick within hours. =(
exams finally over.i tink...which i dun really hope for, a sub-paper for Organizing behaviour. I'm really bad abt it. I studied for hrs, but nutink goes in..coz my brain is already half dead when i'm studying. as i said, i was running a fever at tt point of time.
met up wif chris at far east aft sch. i was really nice to join her even i was hafing a bad nose day wif only tt 4hrs of slp for that consecutive 4 days. ahha, so 16hrs of rest in 4 days, pathetic hur?
back track a lil. yanning came over to my place on thursday, the day which i wasnt feel gd, she bought me some lozenges and i made both of us china barley drink. we painted our nail red. but her is red french. at tt same day, jeanne painted her red. i was telling her, i might be her long-lost sis since we haf that same taste on that same day. ok, we got really nutink to do, and i bring out my sec magazine when we were in our secondary 2 years, OMG, claudia has got drastic change. sooooooooo cute at tt time (fat & ugly -.-) the rest, not much difference. and caught hunk as well =-)
post the pic up when i'm feeling gd =/
-pronuced dead-
rainbowic smile-JAM
